Quite sad. One of my juniors, yw, can't make it back into nj. Bet she doesn't even know I'm sad about it. Hahahaha. She's a rifler...think I'm going to miss her being around in the range. Laming around. Ah well. Still finding it hard to accept it. Just like last year when some people couldn't make it back in. Took quite some time to realise that they weren't ever coming back into nj. And now, I'm still not sure about the fate of the some other juniors in the club. Bleah. Tragedy. Tragedy. :'(

Teachers. Have you ever thought of them as living, breathing human beings, like us? (Hmm. Like us?) Before yesterday, I really don't remember ever thinking of them in that way. To me, teachers were just there. Teaching. Sometimes, they were nice. Sometimes, they were not so nice. Sometimes, I look at them and I say in my mind "Entertain me!" Which they do sometimes. Teachers with a sense of humour, no matter how lame, can be quite entertaining at times. But other than that, I think that if someone replaced teachers with teaching robots, no one would really notice the difference. Maybe.
But then, I've come to realise that they are actually very human. They have thoughts and emotions just like us. They can feel stressed. They have problems. They can become depressed. They can feel lonely, and they need a sense of belonging. They too, need to be loved by someone. It might be a bit strange thinking about teachers in this light. Hmm. But sometimes, it's true that your teacher can become your friend, cos what's wrong with that? He's a human too, just like you.
But it's harder to be friends with a teacher. What if you fall out with each other? He has more powers than you. More authority. Scary thought.
Hmm.

Remember this entry?

Finally did something about it. Haha. Wrote it like more than one week ago before common tests. Wondered where it disappeared to. Cos they didn't email me to say they weren't going to use it. And I didn't see it. Until today, when one of my squash juniors messaged me to ask if I wrote it. Go read the forum page today hahahaha. No big deal. :P