Ah ok. Yay dot finally discovered what was wrong all this time. Dot thought so much about shooting that every other thing that the old dot used to be interested in was sort of lost. So dot lost focus, or just forgot how to. Actually, dot thinks that dot forgot to focus in studies since last year. For one an a half years, dot didn't focus while studying. That's why dot hasn't gotten an A in all her time in NJ.

Ok. This common test finally enlightened dot. So dot ought to be able to focus now. Hopefully dot isn't so out of practice yet. During the holidays, all dot did was go to school to shoot, so dot didn't have anything else to focus on. At least during school days dot still had homework and lectures etc. Not that dot really focused during lectures but better a little than nothing. So that's why dot's shooting steadily declined during the holidays. Ah.

Dot hopes it's not too late. Cos dot is really in danger of being a reserve now after crashing at last weekend's safra monthly shoot. At least dot thinks that was what it was. Not that being a reserve is a huge problem. Just that who would want to work for one an a half years to be told that the ultimate test was called off? Ah well...

Ah what else is dot supposed to be interested in? History, politics, and opinions!

Bah...dot wants to go to oxford to study philosophy, politics and economics, but dot thinks it's quite impossible cos dot can't get a scholarship and Britain is too expensive.