Ah haven't been updating for a while. It's been so long that I've got my results back already! Wow. All glory and thanks be to God!

We got it back on the 1st of March. On that day, I had to apply for half-day leave. So I went to work in the morning and cabbed down to NJ during lunchtime. Went to collect my cheque. Ate a pizza murtabak in the canteen. Then we trooped off to the hall and listened to Mrs Cheng talk. None of us were listening...ah well.. as expected. Got an sms halfway through the talk. Was from elaine, the rifle junior, informing me of my results. Right. So anti-climax. Not that I was nervous or anything. Quite strange, was so calm...didn't understand why people around me were so panicky.

Orh. But didn't really want to believe it straight away until I actually saw my result slip. Yar. So got it. And guess what. Got exactly the same results as jurja. Again. For prelims also the same. Ah well. Yep so thank God.

And thank God for the peace He has given me. Really.

Ah well. I wish I could be more obedient to Him. Listen more. But I realised that I'm not actually a good listener. I just don't talk so much. However, I forget what people tell me very easily, so I guess I'm not really listening hard enough. Or maybe I just don't have a really good memory. Hmmm...

I need more faith. Don't like to keep doubting. Cos I won't grow much if I don't have enough faith. And I can't be a light if I don't grow. Hence I can't be much use to Him if I don't have enough faith. And I want to be more useful. Ah well... All in due time. But I'm afraid that I'll become stagnant again if it takes too much time.

And I need new wineskins.

Ah well...

Firstly, obedience.

And I realised. Without God, I am nothing. :-)