When I have too much time, I wish I had something to do. When I have to actually plan my time and try to squeeze time out from my schedule, I wish for more time. Ah..always happens.

There's an April 15 deadline coming up, so been busy these few days. Always cannot finish doing my work, and that's bad cos there's a deadline. Rush.

Went for driving lessons on Mon, Wed, Thurs and Fri. Ends at 9.30, and I get home about an hour later. Tues had dinner with Jurja and Rachel at Nooch. We left the place at about 9.30 too so...yar.

It's kinda amazing though... I'm normally quite grumpy when I'm busy and tired, but this week has been quite different. Even though I go home at 10 plus 11 everyday, I'm not too tired that I become grumpy.

I think it's God's grace to me. Even though I haven't been doing very well in my walk, but He's still faithful to me. He lets me know that He doesn't condemm me, but convicts. I will do my best.

Can't wait to resign. Will do so before April is over. Cos need to give a month's notice. So I'll leave the company at the end of May.

But even with more time, I still don't do the things I really want to do when I have no time. I always feel too lazy to do them. I want to go to the seaside and watch the waves, I want to read by the river. I want to go running. I want to restart my drum lessons. Go shopping haha. Go to the bridge at the nature reserve.

Ah..